Week 11: Confusion

Well, it's that time of the week again..

Overall my week has been a rather strange one.. I really don't know what to make of it. I'd like to say that it was a great week, but that wouldn't be true. I also can't say that it was a terrible week either. With highlights and lowlights, everything seemed to balance out to a 'meh' type of week. I look back, however and think about how I could have changed things, but my mind just comes up blank. I have high hopes for the coming weeks though. I am going to try and get stuff done. I feel like all the confusion in my life will begin to subside over the next few weeks. Not to mention that Christmas is included in the weeks coming events, which is just what I need right now. It has been a long time since I have really felt the Christmas spirit. I am really looking forward to immersing myself in all the simple holiday pleasantries to help the coming weeks be great and unforgettable.

I try really hard not to be boring. It's funny though, because I am more often than not, bored. I have all the time in the world, but no time to do anything. I am surprised that I have even been able to keep this blog going on such a regular basis. It's about the only thing people can count on from me these days. My one reliable quality it seems. Which reminds me, it was brought to my attention recently that I am considered by some to be unreliable. Therefore, I now make reliability to be this weeks goal. Maybe I'll make it a weekly thing in this blog; to decide attribute I am going to work on for the week. All in my efforts to better myself and be one step ahead at achieving who I know I want to become. If we want the world to be a better place, as we all know by now, we must start with ourselves.

Unfortunately, the world is a sad place. I'm sure everyone has heard of the recent tragedy in Connecticut. I don't want to dwell on it or really say too much, but it really has affected me this week. My prayers go out to everyone involved or affected by this senseless act.

A little advice (me included): If you want something, fight for it. Don't wait. Life and it's limited opportunities will pass you by. You are good enough. Things may not always work out how you'd like them to, but it does not mean you are a failure or that something is wrong with you. Love yourself for who you are. Know that you have great potential, and you, only you, can do what is necessary to reach it. If you have taken a risk lately, good for you. Many times that risk is all that's required to reach our goals. Be honest. Don't let people get the wrong idea. It's not fair to them or you. It may be hard to be straight up and tell the truth (believe me, I know) but it is always necessary.

Until next week.

T.